Chapter 153
Evelyn's eyes widened slightly in disbelief. "Is... Is it truly that dire?"
Grace remained silent, her quietude speaking volumes more than any words could.
After a prolonged pause, Evelyn's voice quivered as she whispered, "But... But that's precisely why Lila can't lose! If she does, Diana will hold it against you, and your fatherโhe'll be livid, beyond reasoning. Grace, I'm pleading with you, please let Lila win this time. Even if... Even if it means you'll be expelled from the hospital, I'll take care of you. I'll support you for the rest of your life. And you still have Nathan, donโt you? Nathan and his fatherโsurely they wonโt let you struggle to find work."
Grace reached out and clutched Evelynโs hand tightly, her expression desperate and imploring.
A crushing wave of disappointment constricted Evelynโs chest, suffocating her. No matter how Grace tried to justify it, the truth was glaringโGrace wanted her to sacrifice her own future for Lilaโs sake. How utterly preposterous!
Evelyn stared at Grace, the storm inside her making it impossible to discern whether she was more wounded or disillusioned.
After drawing a slow breath, Evelyn spoke, each syllable sharp as a blade. "You told me never to outshine Lila before, and I obeyed. You said I shouldnโt surpass her in anything, that I should always remain beneath her, and I complied. Now, with this competitionโone that could shape my entire futureโyou want me to yield again?"
Then, unexpectedly, a faint smile curved Evelynโs lipsโbut it wasnโt one of joy. It was a smile that concealed more anguish than any tears could reveal.
Evelyn continued, her voice steady yet brittle, "Mother, I have to ask... Are you truly my mother, or Lilaโs?"
At Evelynโs words, Graceโs face drained of color.
Grace had never imagined Evelyn would say something so cutting. Each word struck like a dagger to her heart.
Her voice trembled. "Evelyn... You... Youโve truly wounded me with those words. I never thought youโd doubt me like this!"
Evelyn couldnโt help but scoff softly at Graceโs reaction. She had wounded her? Did Grace even realize the scars she had etched into Evelynโs heart over the years? The countless moments of pain and betrayal that had accumulated like layers of dust?
Grace, still frantic, pressed on, her voice shaking. "I know... I know what Iโm asking is unfair. But I... I have no choice. Itโs for our future, for both of us."
Evelynโs expression remained icy, her features unyielding. Graceโs desperate pleas left no mark on her resolve.
Seeing this, Graceโs sorrow deepened. She knew her attempts at remorse had only widened the chasm between them.
Then, abruptly, a sharp crack echoed through the room. Grace had struck herself across the face, the sound reverberating like a blow to Evelynโs soul.
Evelynโs gaze snapped up in shock, her eyes widening.
Graceโs face crumpled with guilt. "Itโs all my fault. Iโve been useless my entire life."
"Not only am I a failure, but now Iโve dragged my daughter into this mess." Tears spilled from her eyes as she sniffled. She lifted her gaze to Evelyn once more, her voice breaking as she sobbed, "Evelyn, Iโve made up my mind. Do what you believe is right. I wonโt ask you to promise anything anymore."
But Evelyn saw through her motherโs words. Despite the tears, despite the sorrow, Grace still wanted her to let Lila win. At that moment, Evelyn found the entire situation absurdโutterly meaningless. The realization drew a faint, bitter smile from her as she spoke plainly. "You donโt need to torment yourself anymore. I promiseโIโll let Lila have her way."