Chapter 21
I find myself rxing with the alphaโs sermon towards his beta. I can tell by the sound of his voice that he is remorseful for his harshness without the alpha getting overly aggressive with him. I feel him on my hand again and once again I pull away, whining persistently as I donโt. want him on me after that encounter with him.
โRx Cole, heโs not going to do it again.โ
This time he keeps a firm hold on my hand as I move around, following my movements instead of yanking on me.
โMuch better, Patrick. Heโs just like Damian when ites to needles, only heโs a harder stick which means when I start I need you to keep him still without yanking on him.โ
โYes, maโam.โ
He sounds submissive now but that doesnโt make me any morefortable with him. Dr. Pierce uses my movements to get the band around my arm. The difort of the tight band spikes my anxiety, tightening my chest. I start moving my legs slowly against the alphaโs using caution when ites to anything sensitive.
โCole, I want you to still your legs. I donโt want you to hurt Demetri.โ
โHeโs fine Ang. Just as you said before heโs very gentle. I can tell by the way heโs moving that heโs very aware of where heโs at, not evening close to the family jewels. Plus something about it seems to be calming for him.โ
I pull on my arm again as she starts feeling around for a vein. She ends up concentrating on a single spot thatโs been used before. It hurts bad and is badly scarred from all the bad attempts on it.
โAlpha โI wheeze through the mask.
โI can hear you Cole, what do you need?โ
He speaks softly as his head is on top of mine.
โBadโฆ spotโฆ. hurts โฆ.. badโฆ.. littleโฆ.. flowโฆ โ
Iโm not certain how it made sense but he put it together quick enough.
โAng, that vein is no good. See if thereโs another one . โ
To my relief she starts moving around my arm again allowing me to rx a little. The alphaโs hand is in my hair, giving me a third thing to
distract me.
โCole , can you tell where Iโm at?โ
โ Yes โ I wheeze into alphaโs ear. โIโฆ. donโtโฆ. think โฆ. itโsโฆ. beenโฆ. usedโฆ.. much.โ
โOkay , so we will give that one a try.โ
He lifts his head so he can speak loud enough for Dr. Pierce to hear. She switches over to cleaning the area with alcohol causing the high pitched whine to return. I canโt help but whine and squirm as she lines everything up.
โI need you still Cole. I know these are hard on you so Iโm moving quickly. This feels like a nice thick vein so Iโm going to take some blood when I get in to verify flow before taping it down. Big pinch in 3โฆ 2โฆโ.
I yelp and struggle as she pushes the needle into my arm. Alphaโs hug is tighter than before forcing me to stay still. A couple of seconds seems a lot longer but to my relief I hear her tell Patrick that he can let me go.
โIโm not going to show you since the IV isnโt taped but heโs got me now and Iโve got to say, this oneโs got a good grip on him.โ
Now Iโm worried.
โAmโฆ โฆ. hurtingโฆ. himโฆ.?โ I gasp through the mask.
โHeโs worried that heโs hurting you Pat.โ
โNo Cole. You hang on as long as you need.โ
I settle back into alpha. Thereโs something about the way heโs holding me that isforting in a way I donโt understand. Iโm starting to rx when the needle moves again. I yelp as I try to push myself away but Patrick has grabbed my hand so I canโt pull away.
โIโm sorry Cole. I just need to move a little deeper into the vein. Seems like I had only grazed the surface and I was getting just a little bit of a flow from it. Itโs good now, no more moving. Iโll tape everything in ce in a moment.โ
โSo you actually got a good line going?โ
โYes sir. Cole is very sensitive to everything going on despite his high amount of fear. It made it a lot easier to get this the first time.โ
Alphaโs hand starts moving around my head again. I canโt help but rx into it as Iโve never received this kind of attention from my parents when I was having a bad attack like this.